I always felt so felt out in class.
maybe I'm anti-social or my classmates don't like me.
idk.
but this thing has been troubling me since last year. this year is worst! at least last year there's Asyura & I can talk to her my problems whenever I want. but now, idk who can I share my troubles with. unlike at St John. at least the seniors & juniors there understands me. they care for what happen to me & concern for how I feel. but not in class. ask the people around me whether am I or not. they'll tell you " weizhen is not quiet. "
I guess in class no one wants to talk to me, thus, I just kept quiet throughout. even if I want to share anything with anyone, I can't find someone really whom will listen to what I'll say.
Sad uh..
I seriously don't know what did I do la.
Mr Danny told HS that I'm a very quiet person but she's very chatty. I admit she is a bit la. but not really super chatty. Mr Peh also once say I become very quiet. I guess they don't know that I've been feeling this way since last year ba. but who cares! No one right!
at least I know there's always someone will secretly care for me.

Alright, shall share about today.
today, had chinese test which is bloody difficult. my brain almost burst after doing that paper. I'm super happy Mr lawerance didn't came for pe. LOL! cause I lazy to run la. not that I hate him or what. should say, I hate pe. I HATE PE. not Mr lawerance k!
today friday so have cca. Ah, cca we went to Society for the Aged Sick. have the mindset that it would be boring at first. but after we went there, we saw the elderly, suddenly we feel pity for them. who the hell are their childrens?! why throw them there! whoever whom have the ability to support their parents but leave them at old folks home will be punished for their sins.
people whom went there are:
SLC(service learning club),
Class 4B,
some students whom tag along,
&
SJAB.
You must be thinking why the hell st john tag along right!
Let me tell you.
IDK!
When we reached there, Mrs M says this don't have CIP hours. We just go there for the sake of dont know what. walao. waste my energy to go there to & fro!
But at the very least, we went there & the folks there were very happy to see us as I guess they don't have visitors to visit them that often.
I really pity them.(from the bottom of my heart)
There's this ah ma talks to me in don't know what dialect.
I act as if i understand what she says & when fahmi ask me, i told him
"idk what she's saying. i just nod my head & act as if i understand."
BUT BUT BUT!
I understand one part which is when she show me the "cross" & ask me whether did i attend church. This part i really understand. HAHA!
She says must attend church. It is very good.
lol
Ms Loo is finally back!
but she looks super weak. she got some kind of virus which makes her keep having high fever. she even cried when she haven started speaking. i guess she feels guilty towards us as she keep taking mc for the past few lessons. she says she wants to change teacher so she can have more rest. but seriously i prefer she teach us. she's really a good teacher. esther ever told me she's a good teacher too.
Ms Loo, must get well soon k!
we want u to lead us through o levels!
:D
ohya! tomorrow is saturday.
&&&
I'm meeting my darling after so long we've lose contact.
i'm happy okay.
Lol.

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