Sometimes, i myself, don't even know what i stress about?
lol uh?

i feel that, no matter how hard i strive in life,
it would still be useless.

every morning when i woke up from my dream,
lying in bed,
thinking it's a brand new day.
i must work hard and do the best for everything.
be it towards friends, teachers, studies or even myself.
when the moment i step onto the floor,
i forced myself to smile.
how hard can these be?
it's even harder than memorizing formula.
"smile" meaning,
putting on a super fake smile in front of everyone including myself.

when i stepped into the school hall,
seeing everything, anything, will start all over again
as in the day will restart again,
my smile can't even smile properly.
i always tell myself to be independent.
but even the most strongest women will have a fragile side.

i feel weak and needed help every moment.
but i only get them when i'm in my strongest part of time.
lousy timing.

I've been working on my own.
being independent is my daily lifestyle.

do you ever dine out yourself?

do you ever travel from one end of Singapore to another end of Singapore alone?

do you ever being left out by your group of friends?

do you ever walked aimlessly in the mall alone?

all of these above, i ever did it.

trust me, it's not a nice feeling.
you'll never ever want to try doing them.

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